Kepuasan bekerja

Yesterday sgt puas hati..ada tear yg sgt2 besar..biasanya kalau mcm tu, MO or senior SN yg akan repair tp aku telah diberi kepercayaan utk repair..under observation of course..bak kata pakcik, ni bukan riak tp kepuasan bekerja...hue.. ;)

Falling

I'm keep on falling I think..how long I can stand all these anymore..

Hurmm..

Its so hard...

Just to think about it, I already feel tired

So sorry if you think I am selfish

But neither one of you ever think about my feeling

And nor of you knows me or understand me

The hurt is deeper when I think or talk about this

Just let me rest, that is enough for now..

iN DiLemA

Lot of things to think about..

Lot of people to be considered

Sacrificing is the only way

Between the favourite and the important one

Everyone asked to discard my favourite one

Even they didn't tell me or speak it out by themselves

I know at my back, they talked about that

Somehow, if I do that, I look selfish

Don't know what is the best..

Hope Allah will give me His guidance

Really need it..amin...

1 Syawal

1 Syawal dah tiba..hari yg sgt ditunggu2 oleh org lain..utk aku, mcm sama je..dgn bulan puasa yg mmg x terasa pn.. Lama2 aku rasa aku mcm hilang feel utk sume bnda..ntahlah..papepn selamat hari raya...